as of late i have frequently found myself worrying in the back of my mind. mostly about change.
"people are always telling you that change is a good thing. but all they're really saying is that something you didn't want to happen at all... has happened" -kathleen kelly
change can be a bitch. i'm anticipating a whole host of changes in my life. it would be easier if everything stayed neatly organized and in its proper place in my life but just like one season wanes into another, life goes on. the hardest part about change is it forces maturity and grace. it is expected that you'll adjust. it's only a matter of time before life pulls you along and you fall into step with the new changes. i always chuckle at my mother for her frustration with changing technology and swype texting when really, i'm no different. growing up frustrates me. big, important life decisions overwhelm me. losing people scares the hell out of me.
my two best friends in the world will be moving around the country in a matter of months. i pretend it's not happening, like i pretend lexie grey never died in the plane crash. i promised myself after the colossal break-up with hunter that i would never put a man before my professional goals. i believed i was brave for putting my trust in love, but in actuality i was
like i said, change is an imminent bitch. can i just live in "you've got mail", read books, and marry joe fox? or at least have brinkley. i'd be okay with just a dog.
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beck beck. What kind of job are you looking for? I think I know of one, but I am not sure you are interested. It is working for a doctor?? Text me!
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