Monday, April 4, 2011

singing in the rain

i am not one to ever sing aloud. 
i do at church, and in the shower, and in my car. always always when others can drown me out or are not in earshot range.

which made me decide... the day when i can sing in front of a boy-- really sing-- without ingrid as my backup, completely unabashed by my flat weak voice-- will be the day i know i am in love with a boy. 
that will be a symbol that i love him enough to not care about my insecurities, and a sign that he loves me when he does not run away.

and then, then i will sing with him as we dance in the rain.

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