Thursday, December 27, 2012

an announcement of sorts

sadness is a plague.


i have a great many things to be grateful for, but right now... for the past year... i've felt dissatisfied with where i am. i feel like there's more. i'm twenty-three, a college grad, living in a condo, and working in retail. nothing seems to add up. i know i'm meant for more, destined for more, but i can't seem to fit the puzzle pieces together.

friends and family are married, making babies, buying houses, moving outside of the bubble, being idealistic grown-ups... 

i still feel like a child, and that frustrates me. 

the grown-up decisions scare me. i'd prefer to run away from adulthood altogether. 
as someone once said, 
"being an adult has turned out to be a lot more 
expensive  and a lot less exciting than i anticipated"

word to your mother.

marriage. further education. which laundry detergent to buy. 
these are crucial decisions that i alone am suppose to make. 

boo.


but here goes at least one big decision-- i am proud to announce that after much thought and research, i have determined i shall get an mba

game plan: take the gmat (april/may), apply to business schools (october-january), and enroll fall 2014 for an mba ob hrm (masters of business administration in organizational behavior and human resource management-- it's a mouthful, i know).

1 comment:

whitney harris said...

you'll do so great beck! so glad i got to see you while we were in utah!