waiting

waiting should be familiar by now.

waiting for the toothfairy, waiting for summer vacation, waiting to drive, waiting to date, waiting to kiss a boy, waiting to graduate, waiting to fall in love, waiting to vote, waiting. waiting. waiting. 

and now, i must wait some more. 

a month waited counts for nothing. i'll still be waiting til near september. my heart is so heavy with this added time. 

amidst my waiting, i'm befuddled by all men. 

as well as how to pronounce "guffaw" and what context i could ever slip that into conversation.