never been kissed

apparently, it's {almost} every boy's fantasy for a girl {that they know-- not a strange random floosie} to come up, pull em close, and grant them one memorable smooch. 

this has been a common conversation at work as of late.

everyone tells me i need to just kiss a boy-- they worry for my sanity because it has been so long. 

but i ask...

in what universe is a girl brave enough to do that
for a first kiss?

it is hopelessly beyond me. 

sure, i've wanted to do that before. i may even want to now. 

but you've got to have balls, and i don't.  thank heavens.

i want to be chased. i want the boy to initiate. 

i want mr. coulsen to rush up to me, and without a word, kiss me on the pitcher's mound with a thousand eyes and cameras watching.

 {if you don't catch my drift, watch this}.

yes. that would be lovely.

... please excuse my swooning...

really, if michael vartan kissed me with the entire united states watching in the middle of the sidewalk, i would be a giddy little school girl.

meredith sum things up nicely:  

"i want heat, i want romance, damn it i wanna feel like a frickin' lady!"

...as does kate nash:

"i just want your kiss boy"

{watch it! it's my anthem at the moment... although the cats are slightly creepy}