to flirt or not to flirt....

the time has come.

i need to be bold,

but not aggressive.  {i can't scare him off now, can i?}

assertive. 

that's a good happy medium.  it's a fine line to tread but... i'm determined.

i shall turn the flirt on.

my mother taught me well in the ways of flirting.  

truth be told, i never really knew how not to flirt.  

indeed, some have accused me of flirting when,

in actuality,

i'm merely acting in my natural habitat.  

but i must flirt, and flirt big.  

because, in order for mcdarling to be bold, i've got to do a little initiation. 

there are levels in flirting.

the time has come to take it up a notch.

i dislike it, sometimes. 

putting yourself out there.... 

especially because i am paranoid he KNOWS i am "mystery girl" 

but if he does know, he seems alright with it. so far. 

gah!

he makes me nervous.