their initial utterance causes a stir, because it means something.
something bigger than you planned.
something indicative of future, of adoration, of an interdependence.
it's when those words stop that another stir is evoked.
a stir sinister. or a stir of simplistic acceptance.
the fading of those three words out of your diction might have been expected.
but if i can still say the phrase to you, with my bleeding heart open wide, why won't you return the sentiment?
2 comments:
becky, i am without phone because it is lost somewhere in the depths of the blasted jfsb basement.
but, i've been worried about you lately and wanted to send you some love! good thing you have this blog because how else would i have contacted you? i don't have facebook OR your email address! haha. pathetic.
anyway, i saw this today and thought of you:
http://adviceforallmychildren.tumblr.com/post/1361049920
baby, you might be having a hard time but you will get back to yourself soon enough. you are a strong girl. i hope you feel better! please email me if you need/want anything. (ha. i would say call/text... but that isn't an option.)
love you.
Becky this is written so beautifully. You have such a way with words. . .and I hope you are doing okay as well. You are SO beautiful and SO amazing, and ONLY 21!!! Love you dearly!
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